...gonna shoot the whole day down (boomtown rats)as a general rule, monday’s suck. this one wasn’t too too bad. just long and boring. had a training all day on non-violent self defense. always fun. but it was done at 230, which was nice. my eyes have been weird the past week. it’s like my glasses aren’t working any more. kinda sucks. saw the eye doc back in june; they didn’t want to change the Rx. but now, i don’t know. seems like it’s always cloudy. should probably make another appt. especially since I'm typing in a size 20 font. maybe it’s the font. but i dunno.tomorrow’s hubby bubby's bday. 31. we’re going to brio for dinner - same place we went for my bday. we like it. that’s where he wanted to go. there was a huge misunderstanding with his brother yesterday about it. his brother thought it was a whole family thing, and started making plans to join us. hubby bubby didn’t correct him. hopefully, brother bear won’t show up. hubby bubby just wanted it to be us. realized this afternoon that i hadn’t gotten him any bday cards yet. we outlawed gifts a while ago. mainly bcs we both buy what we want when we can, so it’s hard to shop for the other. and since we just bought a new house... no holiday, bday, or anniversary presents - just cards. but i forgot. so i ran out to the store this afternoon. felt like the worst wife ever to forget to buy bday cards for my hubby. found some cute ones.had the worst dream last night. a couple of them. first was that hubby bubby’s dad got married to that witch, and we had to find out from a reality show. no one in the family was invited to attend. just happened to find out while watching tv. freaky. then, there was the one where i called hubby bubby to ask if i could come home. didn’t like that one. it was a whole bunch of yucky stuff. woke up feeling miserable. hate that part. when the dream seems so real. woke up thinking that hubby bubby hated me. ouch.got done playing mahj jong a bit ago. had everyone over to my house. the cats tried to help. luckily, they were being cute. love the new house. there’s a place for everything to go. so the house was actually clean. and it’s easier to keep clean. plus, hubby bubby VACUUMED yesterday. my parents bought us a vacuum as a housewarming gift, since we didn’t have carpet in the old house. lord knows that i don’t vacuum, so hubby bubby did it. what a good guy. so the house looked nice. got a long day at work tomorrow. hope it goes well. am generally liking work. still in the “probationary” period. hate that. do other people get paranoid that they’re going to be fired during this time? i don’t know. but i feel like I'm always waiting. like the tiniest mistake will be the end. paranoia will destroy ya. rock out.off to bed. too tired for even the maddest ramblings right now. will try again tomorrow. or the next day. no promises.