Monday, July 03, 2006

4 days

4 days!!!! today is monday. we move on friday. it'll all be done in 4 days. thank G-d!!!! there are not enough exclamation points in existence to describe how happy i am about this. think we got everything taken care of. all the utilities, etc. new washer/dryer are coming the day after. the new fridge will be there shortly after. it's almost over. we've gotten through it. hubby bubby and i are doing well. we've stopped snapping at each other. that was a bad week. but we're all good. none of this has been about us.

anyway. supposed to be working today, but there were client issues - like one didn't bathe (long story), and another's in the hospital. so i've been on the phone, but otherwise, not working. had lunch with hubby bubby at bread co. really feel like i need a nap. didn't sleep well last night. not sure why. just didn't.

really pissed at our banker who's been handling all the mortgage stuff for the houses. he trashed me in an email to one of his coworkers, then had the audacity to forward the email with his nasty comments in it to me. i was livid. very politely told him off. then had to call him a few moments later to ask him a question, and he completely back-peddled. pissed me off even more. just have to get through the next couple days with him. only problem is, his wife works with hubby bubby and they live across the street from my parents. yikes!

it's just been a whirlwind of activity around here. spent the weekend packing. still pissed about the situation with pop and witchy. nothing's changed. he still pretends that i don't exist. did i mention that he told hubby bubby that he doesn't consider me family? that witchy is more family than i'll ever be? i can't even begin to deal with that. got brought up again yesterday bcs hubby bubby pointed out pop's car in a restaurant parking lot while we were driving around. just brought back all those feelings.

it makes me so angry, not only bcs of how pop feels about me, but bcs of how it's affecting hubby bubby. we've got all these great things going on right now, and we can't share them with pop. he doesn't want to be a part of it. which i know is not our fault; he's making these choices for himself. but it sucks. and it makes me sad. but there's nothing we can do about it. just have to let it ride its course.

really feel like i should be doing something. hubby bubby's clearing out the basement. i'm camped on the couch watching a chick flick. so decadent!